This Freaking Me

Last night 12am, I was online facebooking.

I slept at 2am without doing any revision.

This afternoon, I woke up at 3pm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMFreak, I already slept for 13 hours!

Fine fine fine, if it was not during exam period.

walaoeh, can you sleep lesser ysp! I buay tahan you liao.

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I'm furious!

Well, kind of lazeeee recently in updating blog. Of course firstly I have nothing to update lah but secondly, I am really lazy lazy lazy.

Yesterday during Biology lesson, suddenly those prefects came in and said "spot check" Shitty! I was not going back after school mar of course I brought handphone lar walao eh so gan jiong. I langsung didn't have the time to find a place to hide my handphone. So, I just stood still and left my place. =x OMG, I really prayed to God that they would NOT find it. And yes, thanks to God, they did not find anything. =P

How lucky was I. But my comb, mirror and chewing gums were confiscated lah nevermind cheap things except for my comb from China. -,- Very expensive lor hmph. No choice went to claim it back from PUSH after school. Bullshit one I hate to see her lah stupid face. -,- Ming ming I was correct but she was so vexatious. Then I stood there talking to her for a long time then finally she gave me my comb bleh =P

Stupid one. Like what Zhi Xiang has said, spot check is definitely a meaningless activity. Stupid stupid stupid. HMPH. *I know I am wrong also but I still very bu shuang =P

Ego

UGRH!

SOME PEOPLE thinks that SOME PEOPLE is so great. PUI!

if SOME PEOPLE does something wrong, SOME PEOPLE just blames the others like not SOME PEOPLE's business. Enough of that please.

I don't understand why SOME PEOPLE can be sooo arrogant.

That disgusts me, and the others as well.

But that SOME PEOPLE never knows.

OH gawd.

Do you know what is 自知之明? You study chinese right? I beg you to know.

Sorry ya, just feeling very angry.

Be the boss.

Hmmmm, I have the responsibility to control the house now. So stupid. I don't want to do that.

I am forced to keep an eye on my brother for two hours and teach him how to study. wth? Studying is your own business okay? Don't make everybody so busy and tired because of you. You are a teenage already! Can you know how to think? huh? Because of you, I always can't go out of the house and have fun. They say, haiyorr, you are the eldest among the siblings mar, must always take care of them, look after them. Hello, I have my own activities! I am willing to look after them if I am free. really, but I don't need to stay at home all day just for them okay? I really don't know how you all think.

Maybe I am wrong. Yes, I'm wrong. Anyway, I just don't like him to implicate me in his own businesses! Don't he feel paiseh? I'm sorry.

Frus.

Go hell.

I don't know where to start with.

okay. First, I get back my Biology paper today, finally. =( Omg, i want to curse you BIOLOGY. But, i guess i should be satisfied with that kind of result. At first, i aim to fail that stupid bloody hell subject, but miracle happens. When i look at the planning experiment question, yeah, i am so relieved because i know how to answer. Then, i change my target - to pass. =P haha. And now, I get something more than pass. -,- so, you know lah. hahaha.

the second thing is, i am very dissatisfied with those teachers who think that 4science1 must know everything, must be good at everything, and is super intelligent. WHAT THE HELL is this? 4S1 students are not human? 4S1 students are God? huhhhh? I still remember months ago, Mr.* was teaching in the class. But at that time, we were all so blurred. We wanted to ask question. But before we could do that, he said "don't tell me you don't know this. 4s6 asks this i can understand, but you all, you all SHOULD know." omg, why must we know? If no one taught us, how come we know? We are god ar? know everything? wth.

Then today, the similar thing happen again. I thought Cik.* would be different from the other teachers. But i find that she's actually not. Sigh =( Not only that, Cik.* enters our class today. OMG, she really has a super LOW EQ. -,- She has no emotional-management, she is not considerate enough as a teacher and lastly, she extremely misjudges us. She successfully makes us all FED UP! I seldom scold rude words, but if you hear what she says, you will be pissed off as well.

Sigh. sorry, i am not in a good mood.

*I think biology curses me. =P

Irresponsible people!

Okay, this time, i am not going to scold myself here.

The stupid irresponsible man who reformatted my computer did not copy and save all my foldersss. Now, all of them are goneeeeee. GRRRR. stupid you, if you can't do that, please tell me that you can't and don't say that you can. I would copy and save them on my own !! I don't need your help at all. STUPID.

MEMANG GERAMMM.

reality.

Reality is stupid, cruel and inhumane.

當你有利用價值的時候，他們就會對你很好，拍你的馬屁。當你對他們來說已經是一無是處的時候，他們連用正眼看你都嬾。對嗎？

stop bullying me okay? although i just keep quiet, but won't you feel guilty or paiseh? har? I really don't understand how these human think. The brains are just like SHIT. yes, it's true. i have a low IQ. but so what? At least i am better than those people who have LOW EQs. stupid, emotional-control-loser. Please learn to control your temper, if not, get lost! I don't care who you are, adults or big boss, if you can just simply release your temper on anybody else, bull shit you. GET LOST. I hate these people. You don't deserve any respect from me. You feel so happy when you hurt them huh? STUPID.

I am soooooooooo pissed off. Grrrrr. @.@

liar.

I am not stupid okay!? don't fool me around. i know what you are doing, and please don't say NO anymore.

I hate liarssssssssss.

You shitty !

Don't think that you are sooo pretty!?

You just look like SHIT. smell like SHIT. act like SHIT. @.@

You're soooo EGO, the way you walk really makes me Laugh. XDDD

And you are still walking in that way. soooo Geliii you know?

When you need me, you treat me soo good lah. but when you don't, you act like you are the queen of everybody. Omg, i feel like vomittingggg !

When something bad happens, the first thing you do is putting the blame on me although it's non of my business at all ! Stop accusing me that way ! I can't bear with that anymore. If you don't like people treating you like that, then keep your tails and treat people like the way you wish people would treat you. Get me clear !? @.@

You pissed us off ! Grrrrr...

Sleepless.

Tonight, I am sleepless.

My head is aching.

The pain is twisting my brain cells, so painful.

Urghhhhhh, I am going MADDDD.

Future is Unpredictable.

People change. -,- The future is really unpredictable. Before that, all of us thought that the thing will be good, and now, it turns the other way round. How surprising. But anyway, I'll support you girl =) don't scared. We'll be here for you.

I can't predict my future. =(

please wake up.

Heyyyyyyy! *although i know that you will not read this article, i still want to write them down.* Do you know that your behaviour will hurt our feelings? especially mum. You don't think that you grow up already. NO! you are still a little child that needs people to guide you. You are not hebat. You are not independant. You are not like an adult, can do whatever you like to do. Please behave okay ? i do not want to scold you so loudly. You think that i scold you like a dog right ? Yes, you deserve that. If you think that i am right, then just listen and think about it. If you don't want to listen, then it's fine. it's not a big deal for me. You don't think that you are soo great and all of us must listen to you. I have bear with your stupid attitude for eight years already.



Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee wake up k. you're no longer a baby. You are a teenage now. If you wish to have a better relationship with us, then, please change. OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!?

Angry.

Angry ? somebody made me angry ? NO. somebody pissed me off ? NO

I am very very angry. I am very angry with myself !!! haih * Today i suppose to attend physics tuition class. I don't wish to skip the classes anymore because physics is getting harder and harder. =( And yet, i still skip the class. This is the N time i am not present in the class just because i oversleeeeeeeeep. sleep sleep sleep, pig ar you . ;@ xD

Need to catch up with the lesson AGAIN. urgh !!!

I know i'm lame =P hahaha.

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I don't know how to smile.

I don't know how to accept all these shitsss. =(

I don't know how to talk to thosE shitTy people.

And i DON'T WANT to talk to YOU. and i hope i DON'T see you again. =)

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BYE BYE.

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Hng !

Finally YOU get what you want, so happy right now ? okay. Don't find troubles to the people around you already. I get fed upppppp of that ! HNG !

You happy, i happy. Stop bullshitting ya. =)