Friday, January 6, 2012


So, to welcome 2012, and to forget 2011, I decided to get myself a new blog. I will still keep this as my memories *since I have really short-term memory*.

I NEED A NEW LIFE, a newer perspective to life. I just cannot stand myself anymore. :) Good luck to me.

I love you guys who still follow my blog <3 thank you so much! :)

New year's eve

A very nice movie which touched my heart.

It kind of gives me a little hope about life, about the importance of new year.

For 18 years and I never know what's so unique about new year. Every year people celebrate and countdown the coming of new year, while I sit at home and waste my time, mumbling about the lameness of all these. well, now, after so long, I finally know what I really have to do on this very special day. :)

About the production

New year's eve .... the great reset button of life.

Director Garry Marshall, renowned for a catalogue of films that capture love in so many rich, warm and funny ways, calls it "the perfect opportunity to take stock of things, to think about the mistakes of the past year and about how maybe you can do better. A time to be thankful for what you have. But it's also fun, exciting, wonderful time, full of anticipation - and yes, some craziness. Mostly it's about hope, when everything you want seems possible again, if you're willing to take another chance."

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this was an entry that I was supposed to post it before new year. but I procrastinated, again* hahaha sorry peeps. :P

lots of loves

Tuesday, December 13, 2011


errrrr, I think I got speedtrapped on kesas highway today :S

I was driving on the third lane to college, then out of the sudden two cars in front of me shifted to the second lane. So I didn't think too much (disadvantage of being simple minded again) so I sped to catch up with the car in front. DENG, then I saw this policeman was with the speedtrap camera just on my right side. Deng. I seriously didn't see them and oh well, hope my parents won't screw me when they see the saman. heh heh. so sorry mom!

stupid you*

Monday, December 12, 2011

Wo bu hao

it has been a really long semester.

I hate you Fall.

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Well, I am here to blog because one of my old friends, he reminded me of my wishlist. He left a comment like this "hey you should really update your wishlist because you said you wished to get your driving license asap but now you are driving like a madperson already" hahaha, it was so nice of him :)

Oh well, another reason would me, THIS PIG slept until 6pm yesterday and now great, I cannot go to bed. I seriously will feel bad if i go to sleep again. The feeling is horrible.

Fyi, my fall semester ended on Friday. and my final exam will be next week. I have two freaking hard + important subjects on wednesday and thursday. I am supposed to be studying and preparing for them but look what am I doing right now, wasting time and be lame. oh great. :(

Ah, feeling so stressed up now.

Oh ya anothing random thought that comes to my mind:

sometimes, when you think of something very simple-ly, but well, in reality things are not so simple. so, better buck up a little bit. think more, and think further.

when are all these shits going to end.
I cannot wait to be freed from these shits dey.

Oh ya, one last thing.
This is the freaking first time that I have no plan for my holiday and my holiday this time will be one and a half month! :D happy but I HAVE NO PLAN. ahhh. Hm, maybe will take up some dance courses to improve on my dancing  *if I don't want to quit ballet* haaaa. and do something serious stuffs like applying to college and bla. :( life sucks right, i know.

signing off.

Tuesday, November 29, 2011


hahahaha totally forget about blogging! 
sorry beekee <3 

Jason wong indirectly reminded me when he asked "oh you have a blog?" in college today! haha :) so yeah, decided to spend some time and sacrifice my sleep time a bit to update my blog a little. I am so sorry guys! anyway, don't think there is still anyone here. :p *update for fun yeay* 

Well, fall semester has been a shit to me, so stressful and the works are like never ending, never ending torture and i suffer never endingly. so yeah, it is bad. now it's like 2 weeks before finals but I still feel that it's like a never ending semester. everytime i hang out with friends I feel guilty because i have a lot more to revise, everytime i do my revision i feel bad because I don't study enough. fml, life sucks weih haha!

alright, to update a little about my happy life! hahahaha *i just found out that they are all with friends* omg where's my family! 

#1 @ d'Italiane Kitchen, sunway giza with the best girlfriends of mine <3 

had such a good time with her <3 my soulmate, she understands me very well :) 

this girl MIA for a few months and finally, she updated me with something last night! <3 love you so much dear! my best girlfriend!  <3

#2 did like 15 hours of community service for moral studies. Apparently, we only have this very "fake" picture of the group members because something really bad happened. :( I feel so sorry for the girl <3 love you! 

from the left, tracy, me, womanizer, shea wen and amanda :D girls' power! 

#3 last day of faisal cup! with patricia, sweet girl <3 :)

girlfriendssssssss <3 :D

#4 fright night at taylors, seriously I am so not prepared for the thing so anna helped me a little, thanks :) 

#5 Yuen with ADPmates :) celebrated cheejen's birthday, had a good great time :D

I seriously gain weight like no body's business, I am so doomed. sigh* anyways, very nice chicken wings :D

dropped by at college for a while, took a picture with our awesome photographer, tracyyyy dear <3 :) 

#6 went to westlife's concert at bukit jalil :D with the best person who will always be by my side :) <3 i love you! 

#7 went for toefl test with my beloved lin in penang, thanks to my aunt alot and thanks to her for helping me so much, if not I would have failed worse :( I got back my results and it was so bad, I did not even hit the requirement of university of waterloo, doomed! 

hang out with her at queensbay mall after toefl test <3 :) 

#8 makan at melissa's place! 

my loveliest girlfriends in college <3 :D

alyssa and I, I love this girl so much! she is like one of the nicest person I have ever met, seriously :D not like me, so mean. aiya, have to get influenced by her a bit lol! 

#9 @ d'Italiane kitchen with the girls again! <3 we had like superb time there, even the waiters smiled at us like all the time :D happy! 

one of my best friends in college, lin-nette <3 :D

group picha <3 

#10 road runners drivers @ tugu negara with Taurus members :)  love this picture with lin <3 

freeeze everybody! 

group picture @ timesquare :D

love this picture too, with lin, tina and tracy <3 

with the girls at timesquare :) mmm, I smell christmas! so loved <3 

mathelogic competition tomorrow, 
sociology test on wednesday, 
calculus test 2 on friday, 
university application due date, 
accounting term project due date next week, 

deng! not sien meh :( 


Wednesday, November 2, 2011


This thing is definitely haunting me.
I feel the incompleteness in life.

<3 like it anyway!

*have a mid term the day after tomorrow and look what am i doing.* :(

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Time to update a bit :)

Hello people! :) it's time to update my blog a bit *just don't feel like studying or going to bed, so I'm here :p*

This will just be like a summary of what I am up to recently :) 
and also for myself to appreciate the good times I have had :) 
I don't want to be E-M-O again and think that my life is full of bullshits. 

<3 gathering with Svenja and her friend from Germany! 

<3 ADP Prom *I know I look so weird*

the girls are really pretty! 

<3 Famine 30 

<3 hanging out with the girls at one utama :)

<3 Taylor's talent show with the buddies 

<3 filming as a kelefeh with mehgeeh :D

<3 met yen peng at pak li kopitiam <3 

<3 had a great shopping session with my sister

<3 pjing's birthday surprise and celebration :)

<3 pjing's birthday dinner at in and out! 

<3 be_ADP recruitment drive with sue quen :)

 <3 hanging out with the girls at bangsar :)

<3 mid-autumn festival with the cousins :) *adorable*

<3 hanging out with the girls at the curve <3 Italiannese :)

<3 Justin's farewell party :)

<3 chilling with the girls at snowflakes! 

<3 Tracy's birthday! :D *so you know how long ago already for my recent haha! but they are all very good memories to me* 

<3 Kapar trip with the buddies! 

<3 anniversary dinner in vietnam

<3 ray's birthday bash at subang avenue, with the good pals ;D 

<3 sister's birthday at haagen daaz :)

<3 hanging out with my girls and getting crazehh :D

<3 graduation day shooting! 

<3 vivian's birthday celebration! loves! *I looked like botak here :(*

Finally and the sweetest happening ever, Anna's and my birthday! <3 I love what you girls have done for me. love you so much! 

will be already am very busy currently :( but I just refuse to move on. Standard slacker. 

Have sociology test tomorrow, literature review to submit, road relay training, flashmob practise, calculus III test, westlife concert!taylor's sport carnival road  relay, lin-nette's birthday celebration *heh heh*, mj dance show, taylor's college talent show, faizal cup, fright night ... hahaha! the red ones are the ones which I am really looking forward to! <3 so it's counted not so bad lah :) Wish me luck people! *oh, and have to prepare for toefl and university application* :( sadness. it's a lot of work.