I'm going to

blog about my holiday soon!

LOL, don't know if there is still someone here.

since I have really neglected my blog for so many days!






Recent life is very ......... bad.



God bless me.

What else can I do

I can't do anything.

What I can do is ONLY,
accept it and live through it. Right?

But, I'll never be happy. And, I am suffering.


SERIOUSLY!

I don't know what to do

Because I cannot see the point.

I don't know how to think.

I am desperate.

I don't know what should I do.

I can't choose what I want.

SO SAD!

Performance

21st of March

I had a performance @ somewhere.

Nothing much to describle.

Just, I think I did very badly. =(

OMG.

Hopeless Fellow

Mr.Alfred said that I am a hopeless fellow! XD hahaha, and, I agree with him actually.

He told my sister that I never attend his classes yesterday. Then my sister told him I overslept AGAIN lor. He asked my sister to buy me an alarm clock. Memang no hope liao lah that hopeless fellow. XD LOL.

Sigh* I don't know how already lah, always sleep sleep sleep in the afternoon. And usually terus sleep till 6 or 7pm. I memang hate myself! Why am I so pig? Chemistry and physics are important and hard subjects and I always skip his classes. Don't know what the hell am I doing also.

At first I decided not to sleep on every Tuesday and Friday, just because I don't want to skip classes again after chinese new year. This year is SPM year. I cannot do things like what I did in the past few years. Even my mom also very kan cheong about my SPM, somemore more kan cheong than I do. Last time when I skipped classes she langsung have no comment. Now, she starts to nag me everytime when I oversleep, or try to skip tuition classes. ISH.

WTH. This year is really a stupid year.

I don't know how to live through this lah.

SLAP ME. WAKE ME UP.

Ugly street

I witnessed the really ugly street this afternoon.

When I take a bus home, I seldom pay attention to the people on the street. Just daydreaming and pray that there is no traffic jam! hahaha =)

But this afternoon, I saw too much and omg, memang can bu ren du.

First was when YP and I were walking to the bus stop in front of klang parade, there were two buses there. One was already there and the other one just came. Fine we quickly ran because we scared we missed either of them. Who knows, I shouted so loudly at the buses and ran so quickly, the two bus drivers just drove away and a girl in the bus was laughing at us. wth! Couldn't she just press the stop button? mou liong xam. =(

Fine fine, waited for the next one. When we got down from the bus at klang station, omg a man just spit in front of us. YIKES! OMG, I terus turned my head and walk away. OMG OMG OMG geli. Mei you gong de xin. =(

Then when I got a seat in the bus later, omg what I saw was a shit loads of so-called bus tickets stucked in the seat in front of me. Yikes! That was not tong sampah okay!? Couldn't those people differentiate what is tong sampah and what is seat? I memang speechless and these are our people. Bei ai. =(

On the way to aeon, an old man who was carrying a luggage got into the bus and he got no place to sit and he looked so fragile. He nyaris fell also okay. I saw him omg so pity then stood up to let him sit. wah the others memang like bogai and I was so speechless. And these are also our people. super bei ai okay =(

Finally I got down from the bus at the pedestrian brigde in front of aeon. Waseh, no one used the bridge okay!? So I was so curious and looked where were all the other people went. woohoo semua crossing the busy big road under the bridge. Omg I feel so funny lor because there is a pedestrian bridge there! Sigh*

Don't know lah maybe these are just triffling matters for you all but for me, omg I feel so speechless and sad for MOST of our people. Or maybe I am in a not so good mood today so I just want to criticize. XP

For those who are offended, I am sorry and seriously, no offence! =)

Saddening news

I promised myself not to read the news since last few weeks. But I read it just now and was horrified. I feel so sad for the victims and their families. =( How could things come so suddenly?

"Dragon Boat Tragedy: Teacher and student die, 4 missing after training accident" I read the chinese paper, what can I say is just God Bless! =(



God Bless.

Lousiiiii

Okay firstly, my cell phone is so lao ah pek! So lousy so lousy so louseeeeeeeee. I can't receive any messages or calls now. Only sometimes I can call. The other time, it lags! UGH, so pek cek! so friends, if you need to talk to me, don't text or call me, call my house number.

Secondly, I attended training this afternoon. Um, I have to say thousand sorries here because I overslept AGAIN! xp OMG, I supposed to be at HQ at 9am but I woke up at 11am and reached there at 11.30am. wahahahaha =P I am so sorry! I know I am a pig. Anyway, my first aid and home nursing knowledges are sooo super little now. I don't know how to do everything man. -,- UGH! Pek cek, I AM so LOUSY. Need to start reading the abc again. =(

Anyway, I feel so sad for the Haiti's people. Natural disaster and chaos. God bless!!

Sleep till faint. xp

Ummm, today, I wake up at 3pm in the afternoon. -,- So super late! OMG. Then when i wake up, my stomach start to acheeeeeeee! I feel so muchhhh pain. Urghhh, it aches still 5 something and it is still aching. Feel so fed up! No choice, i eat panadol to ease the pain. Then i start to sleep again xD hahahaha. sleep sleep sleep, i am too good in sleeping.

sleep pig! -,-

I waste my whole day sleeping like that. Really hate myself lah. aduiiiiiiiiii. =(

Stupid stomach, feel like pulling it out! urgh.

surprised !

HMPH. Today i am not in a good mood. =( Maybe due to this something, i get angry very easily recently. bwahahaha. HMPH. YOU, yes i mean YOU, be aware, if you make me angry again, i poke this on your face ! HMPH.

* * *

Well, another thing is, i receive a very very surprising news today. O___________O OMG OMG OMG. I can't believe that. That news is not hundred percent confirmed yet but it's already 80 percent confirmed. Oh my Gosh. -,- Are the guys in this universe all the same? Can't believe it.

Mou Ngan Tai.

worries.

Asia typhoon toll 350, floods in Vietnam, Cambodia

Wed Sep 30, 8:36 pm ET

HOI AN, Vietnam (Reuters) – Floods and landslides were expected to hit Vietnam and nearby nations on Thursday after a typhoon cut a destructive path through South East Asia, killing nearly 350 people.
State media in Vietnam said 85 people had died and 12 were missing after typhoon Ketsana swept through the country late on Tuesday. The government initially estimated damages in five of 12 affected provinces at more than $120 million.

Eleven people died in Cambodia and the Philippines where the typhoon first struck last weekend, with 246 reported deaths. Thailand was sending troops to provide humanitarian assistance in anticipation of floods.
River waters in Vietnam's eight coastal and central highland provinces were receding on Thursday, but the national weather bureau warned of more flash floods and landslides in mountainous areas and high waters in low-lying areas.

Military rescue teams rushed medicine, food and blankets to flood victims and in several areas people were airlifted from marooned houses, a Reuters witness said.

Floodwaters submerged many old houses in Hoi An city, a UNESCO World Heritage site. Transport was restricted to boats.

The region hit by Ketsana lies far north of Vietnam's Mekong Delta rice basket. Farmers in Vietnam, the world's largest robusta coffee producer, struggled to dry beans after heavy rains battered the country's growing area, raising quality concern.

Ketsana damaged 740 hectares of rubber and coffee in Daklak, Vietnam's top coffee-growing province where 180,000 hectares of coffee has been planted, a government report said.

(Reporting by Nguyen Van Vinh in Hoi An and Ho Binh Minh in Hanoi, Editing by Ron Popeski)

owh, Daddy's working in vietnam now. God Bless Him, be safe!

Natural disasters are happening. is it indicating something worse to happen? Nooooooooooooooooo. Please, NO.

one month.

30 more days to go, until i am free from jail. =D owhhhhhhhhhhh, i can't wait for November to come. =) hahahaha.

School's super boring today. Only chinese and biology teachers come in to class. I don't bring my homework, so i have nothing to do at all. =( SO BORED. I sleep for three periods until my legs feel numb. *sigh*

BORING BORING BORING LIFE. I seem to lose interest in many things already. urghhhhhhh, HELP!

lalalalalalalalalalala ~

bye bye.

owwwwwwwwhhhh !!! I cannot go back to my hometown because of this stupid sickness.

I miss penang asam laksa and penang char kuey teow. xp hahahaha. *slurps* But, i don't know much about Penang. I just born there, i never stayed there. LOL.

=x

Emo night.

The current time is 2.30am. I seldom sleep so late but tonight, i feel so spiritless and hopeless. I don't know what am i going to do the next day. Actually I have some practices the next day at HQ, but i just hate to go there. Don't know why, i rather sleep all day in my cosy bed. =(

Well, all my friends are asleep i think. I better go get some rest. Good night, and God Bless Everyone.

" can someone just lead me to the right path? "

time flies.

Now is already 8th of August. Urghhh, time really waits for no man. I need more time !!! =(

Recently, i cannot deny that i am pessimistic. A lot of things annoy me, i feel so unhappy. I try to think another way round, but it fails. I don't know how to handle the stupid conflicts already. I surrender. -,- stop torturing me please. -,-

I am so lost, so helpless. I am doing things that i dislike, acting like a dumb. I try to be very happy in front of people especially him, because i want to see people are happy. I tried ! and yet the outcome is still ZERO. omg. I hope my prediction will not turn to reality. God Bless Me.

Say NO to school.

I hate schooling, and it is getting worse now. Urgh. I should listen to my mum, quit school and study at a better place and have a better life compared to the current one.

GOD bless me.

Life's like hell.

Haiyorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Need to do chores now. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG .

I don't like it at allllll.

A sad thing for me.

Hmmm, holiday's ending soon, left seven hours.

I daren't go back to school, because there are tonnes of homeworks which i've promised myself to get all of them done before the school reopens but i never touch any of them during the school holidays. I only know how to PLAY PLAY and PLAY. xD hahahaha.

Many reports, proposals, homeworks, including tuition classes one ... urgh !! If can, i'll throw them alll away !

And now, i don't know what homeworks should i start with. -,-