numb.

Today is the first day i really study. -,- is very late i know. Well, i study ALONE. soooo lonely lah. =( actually i can study with a bunch of besties, but due to transportation problems, i can't go to meet them. Grrrrr... How sad. =((((

Then, when i finally can concentrate, two fellows come in. I thought they come to read, but i only heard them talking from the first second they step into the room. Grrrrr... so stupid lah. Don't they know that this is a reading room? And the sign is soo OBVIOUS - silence please! meaning, ask you to shut up.

Both of them talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talkkkkkkk. @.@

Hello, keep quiet for a second boleh tak? -,-

Fineeeeeeeee. At night after class, I go to buy stationery for my sister. The queue is kinda long, so i line up patiently. Suddenly i receive SOMEBODY's phone call asking me to be faster and scolding me for taking so long time to just buy a little thing. Hello, i no need to queue ar? har?

I don't care. After paying for those stupid little things, i go to get my favourite yummilicous secret recipe cheese cakesss. HMPH. I always enjoy eating the cake, but this time, i don't. I realise i am just releasing my anger on the cake, i eat because i am angry. @.@ Sad case.

Yeah. They are SOMEBODY, and i am NOBODY.

My heart is numb already. Stay away from me!

starbuckss !

YORRRRRRRR, I WANT TO GO TO STARBUCKSSSSSS. =(

SOBS.

I am NOT a tamed-girl.

I am certainly not a tamed-girl.

Tamed-girl life is just equals to BORING LIFE. And, i don't want that.

I don't understand, really don't understand, and i don't want to understand anymore.

Goodbye. =( yorrrrrrrrrrr, i want to go to starbucks today!!!!! GRRRRRRRR.

Procrastinator.

Haih, i am a real procrastinator. =( I stayed at home all day today. I should do something meaningful one, like study or read something, or clean up my table mess. But instead of that, what i do the whole day are watching television programmes and sleepin'. What a time waster. =(

September is going to end soon, and october's coming. OMG, i am sooo scared ! -,- Urghhhhh. Don't know which subject to start off also.

Whatever, i think i wouldn't be getting good results this time. And daddy would be controlling me because of that. Yerrr, couldn't imagine anymore. hahahahahaha. =x

Aha ! three more hours to pjing's birthday. =DDD hahahaha.

Indecision.

School day isn't smooth today. I can't be tolerant and bear what he has reacted in front of me. Well, maybe i am just crazzzyy after those triffling matters, but this shows that i still care. =P

Anyway, my temper is Good. xD i can't be angry for more than 3 minutes i think. =x

* * *

Well, there are two parties in one same night. I hate this situation the most. -,- Meaning, i have to disappoint one party. I hate that feeling. =x

I have to live for myself already !

Live for myself.

I dislike my Life.

urghhhh ! i doesn't like my life at allll, maybe, a little. >< Hmm, let's see. The tak-boleh-finish homeworksss, cocurriculum stuffs (although my job is only a little bit ) -.- and people around me are all unhappy fellows. zzz - I don't know how to enjoy life.

Nevermind, i guess, after april everything will go back to the railway again. =) looking forward !