*Frown*

Tomorrow Sejarah, HOW?

TTTTTTT.TTTTTT

Yessssssssssssss!

Day 2 is OVER is OVER!

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Who's cuter?

Obviously is the chubbier one lah :P

Hahahahaha, I think you, yes you should get fatter leh! Why so skinny one T.T

First day is OVER is OVER is OVER!

Seriously, I write the answers until very sien

already half sleeping. So, many stupid errors behind.

For example,

18 orang anggota pengganas menentang 180 orang pengganas komunis.

Make sense? yes, only in my sleeping mode.

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Where is my passion?

I lost my passion towards life.

I think life is kind of boring.

You know,

I even lose my passion towards shopping,

shopping you know???

Yesterday I went for a little shop at Aeon after Alfred's class.

I bought nothing, I couldn't even buy a cloth or a book.

I found everything was so meaningless and why should I buy?

And, I am getting sick of those double person!

everyday pura-pura and acts differently in different places.

Can you stop doing that is very disgusting you know?

You are the one doing that so you don't know how geli is that.

Plus all the natural disasters which happen recently in different

corner of the world makes me feel so sad.

I think the world is collapsing.

And, to certain people (you know who you are)

Please respect other people can?

Don't think you are the greatest or whatsoever.

You are just bullshitting.

Don't worry people, I am just being a little emo because

I am seriously sick of studying. I know it is very important,

but can you give me some time to breathe?

I know what I am doing, or maybe I don't know at all.

But hey, do you know the feelings of sitting for like N times of exam a year?

Generation changes, you can't take this to compare. It is superly unfair.

This is what we call Generation Gap.

Oh by the way, I said I wanted to share quotes with you guys right?

I hope that the quote can help me, or whoever is reading.

The energy of the mind if the essence of life.

Aristotle – philosopher

Mind is super important. It controls everything.

So I might as well start thinking good ;)

Bye bye kindergarten

It was my brother's graduation day at his kindergarten.

It was once my kindergarten too, but I only studied one year there.

I had changed three different kindergartens lol.

It was Methodist,

I didn't feel well there, ew.

my brother went up the stage to receive his trophy for writing stuff, lol.

look at his untidy clothes, gosh -,-

Everybody put on make up except for him, he insisted to NOT put any make-up that day if not he wouldn't perform or go up the stage, gosh so overbearing.

this was the second time on the stage for excellent student

wth he also could be? hahahaha lmao :P

He just wouldn't smile -,-

love this picture to the max! don't you think both of them really look alike? somemore got double chin :PPPP haha!

him with his trophies. I also got one but spoilt by my friends at that time.

hahahahaha, shall end this post with an ugly picture of mine :D

DEAR BROTHER, YOU SHOULD BE PREPARED TO GO TO STANDARD ONE ALREADY KAY.

Bio Alienated Me

Sometimes I need to cry to release stress.

If not, I might be going crazy.

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Obviously, I screwed my Biology papers.

I didn't finish studying last night.

I think this was the first time me going for exam without finishing my revision.

hahaha

The paper should end at 12pm but I was sleeping already 50 minutes earlier.

See?

Yann Herng told me I was the earliest to sleep,

of course because I didn't know how to do.

Stupid questions.

Whatever lah, one more week to go.

I must bear the stress, ugh.

Anyway, Happy October people.

:)

Blank

I particularly have nothing to write about.

I just write whatever that comes to my mind.

Sigh, life is about the same everyday.

It's so tedious.

Somehow I want to stop blogging,

but some of my friends tell me they read my blog,

and those who leave a comment in the chatbox.

Thank you, because I know that you are reading this.

I really appreciate.

Or those,

suddenly ask me why are you bla bla bla bla bla,

and I get a shock and ask in return,

"eh, how you know one?"

"oh, because your wrote that in your blog right?"

I don't say anything but I am really grateful.

Thank you :)

By the way, I think my blog is boring.

Don't you think so?

*-)

well, 30 hour famine is around the corner.

and I am very looking forward to it.

I think this event is very meaningful,

we really should appreciate whatever nice stuffs we have now.

we are way too lucky compared to those pity kids in places outside.

Like me,

I have a good life actually.

I wear perfect clothes, I have perfect meals sometimes even extra,

I have my beloved caring family and friends,

I have what I want (of course not too much),

I learn what I am interested in, I do what I like.

so why complain? hahahahahaha.

(apart from the tedious school works) :P

alright, share another stupid but very true quote.

People start to not believe in people.

So do I, because people are dangerous.

They cheat, they rob, they steal, and they kill.

Oh no, this is shit.

Honestly, I do not read newspaper.

or should I say, I never read newspaper.

I am not kidding so don't laugh at me please.

I really don't read.

I am quite like a person who lives in hutan pedalaman,

knows nothing about the society and world.

but sometimes I get to know through conversations with friends.

Then I am like "ohhhhhhh, really arh?"

then people will look at me like "why this person doesn't know anything one? so sampa."

I don't read because

I get a nightmare everytime I read.

This is so true.

I cannot have a nice sleep.

Those news reported in the newspaper are like soooo scary.

I am always horrified.

I cannot understand and cannot accept why the hell scary things like these will happen in this world.

Oh no, is like not logic at all.

So I choose to shut myself from all these shits. ><

Ah, forget about it. 

I think I will automatically start reading again when I grow up later. 

well, since I am not studying, so I am very eng, 

this is what I did. 

Picture of the day ::::::::

My handsome boy :)

Don't tell me you are more handsome than him.

hahahahaha!

K lah just joking.

Till then, have a nice day peeps. :)

In School

I am so bored of studying.

I am so bored looking at the books.

I am so bored looking at the teachers.

Then, I start yawning ...

yawn non stop!

start to feel sleepy, very very sleepy,

counting bla bla black sheep in my dream world,

Pom!

start to fall asleep on the table.

that's what I do almost everyday in school.

I even sleep during Physics class.

Duh, I think I need some help ><

somebody please pull me out of this mess!

of course, regardless the fun time with friends in class ;)

I love talking to them, playing around and having fun!

It was just like today :)

no pressure, no stress.

But, if the weather turns better then everything will be just perfect.

owh, seriously I darn hate the weather recently!

* * *

share something with you guys again :P

hahahaha!

I am always like that.

why am I not disciplined?

I can get

ss very easily when I am studying.

I am so bored.

hahahaha, I like this picture,

it just looks like a drawing after editing. LOL! right?

Just feeling boring lah. hehehe.

Gooooooo, one more week left.

Happy Birthday Buddy =)

Thursday was zhihan's birthday. =) So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY girl! I hope you really like my little present. hahahahahaha.

All the best! =D

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Secondly, I had a hair cut. Um, same pattern but shorter. -,- I memang don't know whether I should cut my fringe short or not. Ugh, dilemma! XP hahaha.

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And! Yesterday en photocopied the sejarah nota for me. OMG, it's so good of her. Then during chinese period I felt so bored then wanted to tear a little bit piece of paper to play with lor. Who knows, I so cho lo piaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkk! The whole paper was gone. -,-

Sigh, why am I so terrible, horrible and vegetable? =(

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The last thing was better =) My brother came back from Penang for the early reunion dinner. Wahahaha, so long time didn't see him already. LOL, saw his hair? Almost botak. XP He kept on asking me not to post any of his pictures up because he felt so ugly in his botak hair. But for me, it's still okay lah. =) Boleh tengok. haha!

that's all!

Toodles.

School still x

Sigh* School still sucks till now. Everyday I feel so sleepy in the class. Very boring, quiet and lonely sometimes.

Forget about it.

Life changes back to ROUTINE again. Every morning wake up at 5.30am, then go school, sien-ing, come back, tuition or dance classes, do homework, sleep. The next day repeat the same thing again. wth.

I don't know if this will maintain till the end of the year or what. But if yes, I can die liao lah. OMG, sooooo super duper sien.

IDK lah. My temper is bad recently and mood is not very good also. So, life is just so miserable for me now.

. . . . . . . . .

Maybe I should go for a movie tomorrow. =) hahahaha, or shopping? hehehehe. Or hang out with my besties! yeay, that will be the best. =D

Yea, let's imagine!

Daydreaming will be the best thing to do in year 2010.

wahahahahaha -

Monday?

Okay okay, it's Monday, I have to say.

This morning, He gave me a super morning call in case I overslept lah. XP wahahaha, thank you! Then, quickly fit myself into that OLD pinafore and hopped into the car. Of course lah in between I brushed my teeth, washed my face and ate a pau. LOL.

Reached school. EWWWWW! That would be the first thing I could say. So ew! OMG, my 'new' class was locked! Sucks, we all had to stand outside and wait for so long so long so long. Okay finally we could enter the classroom. OMG, I would call it a JAIL. Have little windows opened, one door (usually have two doors mar, like scare we will ponteng like that phew), spider webs ALL over the ceilings like shit, no tables arranged like the other classes (they somemore have new tables okay =( ) My classroom is like a shit for me! T.T

And, the announcements. Graduation on third of November and SPM on twenty second of November. SHIT. And our gerak gempur one falls on 12th of April! wth so early. I never expect that early lor. Don't know what the hell is that, form 5 life is like an upside down world for me.

I have a new form teacher. I kind of like her. =) hehehe. She is erm, I would say better but the previous one is also good lah =D But, she is strict! She admitted that. OMG, my english will not be easy with her. LOL. My maths teacher is different also. No longer that Mr.Lim Kong Yew but don't know who lah. XP I actually quite like Mr.Lim because he's cute! hahahaha.

Very sleepy in class today. Biology and Sejarah teachers taught. OMG. My afternoon was like hell lor, so super duper sien and I think the oxygen in our classroom is not enough because I feel like fainting. hahaha. Need to gasp some fresh air so whenever there is a chance I will walk out of the class and loiter outside. wahaha. In the morning I nyaris-nyaris met Push and quickly ran back to class, sien.

Sat in the first row in class. SIEN.

So, conclusion? Form 5 life is going to be SIEN like SIEN FISH.

wahahaha, good luck to me! =)

Shopping spree: off

Kay kay. I don't mean to spoil your eyes huh =P hahaha. Umm, finally, auntie brought me to the nearest shopping mall - AEON. =( I really didn't know what to do at aeon lah. So boring there.

Anyway, I tried to find dresses at Nichii but failed. I also tried to search for pretty white heels but failed also. duh. I memang don't know how to shop d lah. =( So pek cek. And, I don't have money to spend. xp hahaha. Still owe my brother RM50 loh. =x Just ate a piece of cheese cake at secret recipe and went back with nothing. Actually I wanted to find viv there, maybe we could chit chat. but she's off to work. xp haha. Because the bags got to be sold off very fast! The females were grabbing bags during happy hours 80% discount. SIAO -,-

there, Aeon Christmas decoration.

these are all plastic bottles. ah, GO GREEN.

I think it would be better if they paint them. IDK.

ah, I want to go shopping with my besties =D

Obviously I'm bored

Just waste my time blogging and editing pictures. wahahaha. =) I like the effect! =D Really. hehehe.

Anyway, auntie is here. Yeayy! Please bring me out yorrrr ....

And, the weather is toooooo hot! Beh tahan, so hot so hot so hot so hot. =(

Guess it's global warming?

I feel so empty

Ahhhhhhhhhhh, I feel so empty today.

He's off to camp. And, I'm off to bed. I don't know what should I do. Actually I have a lot of stuffs to do, just that I don't even have the initiative to touch them.

Umm, I need to prepare a proposal. *NO.
I can proceed with my Eclipse. *LAZY.
I want to shop! *NO ONE COULD FETCH ME OUT.
I want to meet my friends. *NOT TIME YET.
I can blog. *NOTHING TO WRITE ABOUT.
I can camwhore. *ENOUGH OF THAT.
Maybe I can play some games. *BUT I HATE GAMES.
I can watch some movies. *WHAT TO WATCH?
I want to eat! *NOTHING TO EAT AT HOME.
I always sms with him at this time. *HE CAN'T RECEIVE ANY SIGNAL THERE.
What else? *NOTHING ELSE.

hahahaha. You should find that I'm very irony right? I can do a lot of things, but I just don't want to do anything and keep on complaining the boredom. I'm sort of annoying. haha. Aih, I hate myself also. =(

Eh, anyone watch Slumdog Millionaire before? hahahaha. I bought the VCD monthsssssss ago but haven't watch it. It doesn't attract my attention at all. Umm, just want to ask, is that movie nice? hehehe. =)

I still want to watch
- The Princess and the Frog
- The Twilight Saga New Moon again
- Love Happens
- Disney's A Christmas Carol 3D
- The Storm Warriors
- 2012 again if it is still on theatre next week *reason, he hasn't watch yet. =x

But when I could go out again? HUH? The chance is only 20.

Stupid. =(

Braces?

Ummmmm, I think I need to see a dentist. My teeth are getting worse. =( I don't know what should I do. Just now, I read some articles about braces. OMG!? I dare not to fix that thing on my teeth! I really have goosebumps! Gelinya. Yuckx.

Forget about that. Anyway, He text me to ask me to skip gt's class tomorrow morning. AH, should I? Actually I already feel so guilty for skipping her classes. Sigh* Skip or not? Ah i know. Let the fate choose. hehehe. Whether I can wake up on time, we'll see tomorrow =)

* * *

Just now taught my brother Form 1 Geografi. I sudah mau muntah darah!!!!!!!!!!! wth? He asked me what "unsur" means? How to tell him. Duh, I really feel like whacking him. HPMH. Sorry, I know that I am really cruel. =) hehehehe.

Just feel free to blog. So, a random one.

I miss Bali.

Seriously, I miss BALI. I don't know why. xp hahaha. I don't like the weather there. I don't like the people there as well. But I just love being there. So relaxing and be with the BIG family makes me feel GREAT! woohoo =) hehehehe.

I want to travel with my friends!!! and I want to travel with the BIG family again! xp hahaha. But too bad, they don't have time. =( Now, I stay at home like rotten apple. OMG. I feel so bored. -,-

Anywhere to go? Yea, there will be a 6s gathering today evening, but soooo BAD I have classes to attend. I can't go. HOW SAD. =( Nevermind, there is still Tomorrow. =P hahahaha. And I am going to watch NEW MOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! new moon new moon. I'm in edward's team! yeah. I love edward cullen man. =) I'm totally obsessed with him. He's so protective. Bella feels so safe with him. I want that security too! xp hahaha.

TV time. Goodbye =)

It's all crap.

Just post some pictures here to make my blog colourful. xp but they're all crap. hahahaha.

This was what I did all the way to butterworth.

he was actually singing.

lan si heng. xp


he just love to act cute. xp

hahahaha.

see? good sister.

I was checking my sister's homeworks.

I personally like this picture. =P

nah, she WAS so diligent.

Then at night, we went for dinner.

this four dishes cost us about RM500.

OMG!

lunch on second day.

see, I was doing the same thing again.

daiiiiiiiii xp

yeah, my NEW MOON. =D

can't wait!

third day.

was doing the same thing AGAIN.

lastly.

two super zi lian po. xp

BORING.

I'm just too free to blog.

I just love to close my eyes. Sigh* Firstly, i hate my eyes. -,- One big one small, very stupid one. LOL. Secondly, I also hate to see the reality and the selfish people beside me. =( But obviously, two super big and dark circles under my eyes. Still very ugly. LOL. *forget about it.

Ummmm, today in tuition class, OMG, the teacher 'finally' knows what is my name. Yorrr, banyak sui ni. xp he definitely asks me questions next time. SEI FOR, need to xia sui again. =P I don't like teachers to know who am i. Like our moral teacher, she really don't know who am I, and I'm so happy =) but too bad, last few days i talked too loud in class and she said "who is that girl? the whole year in class also never heard her voice, sekarang first time dengar dia punya suara." xp hahahahahha. of course lah, who wants to let you know ah. =P

After class, sister and I head to aeon AGAIN to go loitering. xp Sigh sigh sigh, both of us are getting crazier and crazier due to boredom, the super boredom. We really have nothing to do after exams and during the holidays. Maybe just go shopping? Somemore no money, what to shop duh? Ah, window shopping. Yeah, window shopping. xD But today, i bought something lah, thank you mummy =P hehehe. I know i love to spend, but forgive me, i'm a girl, normal girls like the others. hehehehe. =)

Well, not going to school tomorrow. Actually I should go, because i haven't complete my stupid oral test yet. And, I am afraid that teacher might deducts my marks, then I memang kolian. xp no! Is padan muka. LOL. So, should i go? But, lazy lah. Lazy lazy lazy.

Actually I can do alot of things during the holidays, but I am just so lazy. So, I will do nothing but keep on complaining the boredom. hahahaha. I'm like that, always very irony. I want to do something, but I also don't want to do that certain thing. I also don't know what i want. Like my father says, I'm very aimless and hopeless. People have their very own great dreams, but me, until now I still don't know what I want in life and which direction i should follow after graduation. As i know, most of my friends are working hard for their dreams.

I am too relaxed. hehehehe. =)

Well, sorry for the crapping. I'm just too free. =) hehehehehehe.

Lalalalala, happy holidays! xp

Lifeless

Hahahahaha, today is quite "F.U.N." xp

I sleep until 3 o'clock in the afternoon. Hahahaha. xp it's so fun not going to school. lol. =P No assembly, no spotcheck, no boredom, no lepak, no teachers, no books, no papers, no results. hahaha. xp but si en tells me none of the papers are returned today and add maths teacher teaches a little. -,- adui.

But at home, my laziness leads me not to do anything and drags everything behind. So i think, it's actually the same. xp hahaha. after exam, i feel so lifeless. But, during exam, i feel so fed up and stressful somemore. *irony* sigh.

Ummmmm, sister suggests me to write a to-do-list so that i can have aims during the holidays. I tried before, but it's useless. I will still ignore everything. xp hahaha.

I also don't know exactly what i love to do. xp *bang the wall!

Being optimistic.

Well, try to be more optimistic. =D hehehehe.

Hmmmm, during the holidays, I want to ...
1. watch 2012
2. watch new moon =)
3. go for holidays with the girls =)
4. go for prom
5. go for holidays with my family =)
6. complete my homeworks
7. exercise more *i'm getting fat lah duh.
8. and .. a lot more. xp

Maybe it's still very boring, but at least i have something to do, have something that I CAN DO. -,- lol.

School is very very very boring today. I was sleeping in the class. And, the biology teacher was teaching again! ADUIIIII. -,- I am very phobia of her "let us continue ho". Everytime also teach teach teach teach teach, rush rush rush rush rush, a bit like NORMAN TAI SI. xp sorry lah. hehehe.

* for my beloved one. =)

"舍得, 舍得, 有舍才有得." 看开一点吧! =) 我们永远在你的身边支持你的．=)