Coka-cola tauke said this.

"人生當坐在空中旋轉著的五個魔術球，把每個球分別當成事業，親人，健康，朋友，靈魂（自己）。你會很快明白，事業就像像皮球一樣，有很大的彈力，落地的同時也會跳起來。你也會明白，另外四個球是玻璃做的，假如它們當中的任何一個落地，都會受很大的創傷，甚至會殘缺，破碎，再也恢復不了原來的形狀。你要明白這個道理，把握好你人生中這五個球的平衡。"

=) I feel that's very true.

indolent state.

Current state : LAZYYYYYY.

Helppp, does anyone have HARDWORKING pills? I need it, a lot.

TTTTTTTTTTT.TTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

I've to put the blame on myself.

Today, i skip tuition class again. -,- and that's a chemistry class. OMG OMG OMG. know why ? just because my stupid clock appears fifteen minute later than the exact time, and i haven't get myself prepared when tracy comes to fetch me. I don't like people wait for me, so i just ask her to go there first and i'll find alternative there.

Mummy asks me to go there on foott alone. -,- YERRRR, i don't want. so, i decide to skip that class. =( how sad. Actually today mummy wants me to attend a leadership camp at kepong, but i promise her that i will not skip classes this time and she let me to stay at home. who knows, i still skip class. @.@

I text him and he replies me "you just make me so speechless." -,- yea, i can't blame anyone, who asks me to be so stupid and never read the correct time?

*actually, i am quite happy because i no need to go for tuition class, bwahaha ! but i just feel so guilty beside my happiness. * evil girl. xD shhh =x

I love Tag.

1. How old were you when you had your first relationship?
secret. =x

2. Are you taken/single?
I'm no longer single.

3. Do you like anyone right now?
sure.

4. Ever had your heartbroken?
Yes, but usually just for a few minutes. The longest period record is only one night.

5. Miss anyone right now?
Um, not really. i know i'll see him soon. xD bwahaha !

6. Who was the last person you sent a text to?
BeK. xP

7. Last person to text you?
same. BeK. xD

8. Last person you saw?
the noob taxi driver.

9. What was the last thing you said to someone?
"ahqi, what's this?" "chocolate lah, very nice one."

10. Who is top in your top friends?
No one is the top. All are TOPS - vivian, pjing, kherching, kailing, sien, tracy, and jil =)

11. Who do you trust the most in your life?
I trust everyone. But i trust my buddies the most.

12. Who do you love most?
no who. I love to DREAM.

13. Ever been in love?
yes, loving.

14. Who has hurt you the most?
people can't hurt me. xs oopssie.

15. Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
Yes. Joining ****** and making my teenage life miserable.

16. Are you happy?
I should be happy, shouldn't I?

17. How many good friends do you have?
I take this as best friends. And i have 7 =)

18. Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
um, temporary NO.

19. Have you ever cheated on a partner?
yes, but that's a white lie.

20. Have you ever cheated on?
erm, i guess so.

21. Ever been told someone loved you?
YES.

22. Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
YES.

23. What is your idea of true love?
really concern about each other, trust them, and happy to see them smile. Think for them, never neglect their feelings.

24. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I do.

25. Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Sureeeeee. just like me. -,-

Who're tagged
1. rebecca
2. meiteng
3. karwai
4. ericcc
5. eemun jie =)

my little BOY.

Hey guys, I just want to share some pictures with you, which i feel soo adorable and cute. =) leave me a message at my chatbox if you do agree with me. okay ?

my little cute boy.

he's so outstanding among all.

pictures at Langkawi.

he requested his sister to take a photo for him.

how cute he is.

BLUR.

playful.

Kids are just so adorable and innocent, aren't they?

=)

Emo night.

The current time is 2.30am. I seldom sleep so late but tonight, i feel so spiritless and hopeless. I don't know what am i going to do the next day. Actually I have some practices the next day at HQ, but i just hate to go there. Don't know why, i rather sleep all day in my cosy bed. =(

Well, all my friends are asleep i think. I better go get some rest. Good night, and God Bless Everyone.

" can someone just lead me to the right path? "

belated wish.

Happy Belated Birthday To my sista !!!!

I apologize for my belated wish and present. =) Hope you enjoy in Langkawi. Miss you.

Lovess.

famine.

It's a great experience. I starve for 30 hours to feel how the poor is feeling. I really pity them. I realize how lucky i am to consume enough chemical energy and live in a perfect house, with sufficient supply of clean water and electricity. I can bathe whenever i want, I can just switch the aircond on whenever i want too. Soooooo lucky. I should be contented then =)

Well, i was late on the first day. HAHAHA. i set my stupid useless alarm at 7.00 am, informed my maid to wake me up at 8.00am because viv was coming at 9.00am. Who knows, this PIG overslept AGAIN. -,- everytime also like that. *Sigh* Luckily jh could fetch me there, thanked to him.

Um, we played games and enjoyed the mini concert. Quite fun =D hahaha. Not regret joining the event. hehehehe. The next day we went to bukit jalil putra indoor stadium for 30 hour famine countdown event, wooott ! there were nearly 7000 campers in the stadium. We were lucky to sit at the middle right in front of the stage. I didn't want to sit on the floor, if not i was going to have flat butts. xD hahaa. The concert started, and my hunger became more and moreeeee kaolat. -,- I wished the time could go faster so that i could get to eat. =x hahaha. xD

I was so H.I.G.H, especially when the super star ah-mei came on the stage. LOVE HER so much. I was so touched to see her helping the poors in India and spreading her love there. OH. Finally, 30 hours were over. And we got to drink V-soy as our break-fast meal. Yerrr, i never like V-soy but that was the first time i loved it. bwahaha.

After that, we went back to school by bus. I fell asleep in the bus. ------------ when i opened my eyes, i saw kwang hua. xD hahaha. Then, we all were so hungry and walked to station one immediately to have our late dinner. Alamak, the service was not very good, i have to say. =( I waited for sooo long and finally, i got to eat. I don't know why, this time, I couldn't eat a lot although i've been very hungry. Haha. then hy's sister fetched me home. THANK YOU. =)

it's worth starving. =D

Coughs.

I still cough like anything. -,- Hate my throat so much, but at least sore throat is better than fluuu lah. Right? I can have a sexy voice, but i don't want to breathe so hard. hahaha. =x

Bless me. I'm in a recovering stage. And i don't hope it get worse because i need to enjoy during the schoolbreak.

Hopefully those medicines can improve my sexy voice.

One week BREAK !

yeahhhhhhh, school break is coming in one day time =) i am sooo looking forward for it to arrive, and finally, it's around the corner. YEAHHH.

Actually i have lots of plan for my holiday. But I don't have a mate to accompany me to have fun during that time. Sigh, so sad =(

I give up on family trip and decide to go for 30 hour famine this saturday. I hope that i can really have fun there, or else, i'd kill myself. xD

I NEED a car. @@@.@@@

shoooo.

I feel so uncomfortable now. Last few days was my nose going to break, and now, my throat is going to burstttt. -,- urgh, so painful and NOT comfortable at all. -,-

God Bless Me.

sui suiii.

Aiyorrrrrrrr, banyak sui sui niii. I think i am going to be very sick soon -,- Ishhhhhhh.

I feel like my nose is going to break. zzz.

Anyway, just sent vivian home. We have a very nice talk. =) hahaha. Cheerrrr up ya. I know you still bother about the already-pasttense-people. Don't worry, we will help you and if you need us, we will be right by your side. =)

Gambatehhh. and take care.

anti-Food !

But, i am addicted to food already. Cham cham, my whole body is getting rounder and rounder. =(

Urghhh, helppppppppppppppppppppppp. I almost can't fit into the cheongsam and i think it's going to bursttttt. xD hahahaha.

Tam chiakk po.

Diligent me. =)

Hahahahaha, i am very abnormal.

- I am a diligent student today =D -

Hahahaha, i completed 3/10 homeworks, do more than any other days. =P It's so abnormal right? hahaha. Although i still left quite a lot, i am very satisfied with this kind of result already. xD

Goooooo, do more homeworksss ! bwahahaha. =D

no-good-luck.

Today i am not having good lucks, sekejap knock myself here, sekejap knock myself there. I am as clumsy as a very big bearrrrrrrr. =(

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, ermmmmmmmmmmm, some thoughts are in my mind now, I don't know how to express it out. But i know, it is not a good thing.

Life goes on.

Indifference.

Feeling very indifference now. hahaha. I am still in the same condition - don't know what to do. Although i have a lot to do, i still don't know what i should do and i am in no mood to do anything. LOL.

I hate studying. No fun at all. Especially studying science subjects. -,- Everyday, my emotion will change whenever i see any science periods in my timetable. =( I don't know why i hate it so much, i just so don't like it.

I hate studying.

trillion appreciation. =)

awww, thanks to all my friends who have given me words of inspiration. I appreciate them a lot. =)

Thanks to my buddies who supported me. =D
Thanks to the friends who left comments at the chatbox =)
and lastly, thanks to people who texted me. =)

Now, i feel much more better. =D hahaha.

oh one more. Thanks to people who are considerate and tolerant enough to let me know what i need to do and what i have to do.

So i am here to announce that,
I'M VERY FINE NOW. =) life's like that. what i can do is, smile and life goes on =)

" I believe that life is a journey, often difficult and sometimes incredibly cruel, but we are well equipped for it if only we tap into our talents and gifts and allow them to blossom. " Les Brown said.

time flies.

Now is already 8th of August. Urghhh, time really waits for no man. I need more time !!! =(

Recently, i cannot deny that i am pessimistic. A lot of things annoy me, i feel so unhappy. I try to think another way round, but it fails. I don't know how to handle the stupid conflicts already. I surrender. -,- stop torturing me please. -,-

I am so lost, so helpless. I am doing things that i dislike, acting like a dumb. I try to be very happy in front of people especially him, because i want to see people are happy. I tried ! and yet the outcome is still ZERO. omg. I hope my prediction will not turn to reality. God Bless Me.

Please be courteous.

I hate people who act so rudely to me when they need my help. If you want me to do you a favour, please, be more courteous. If you are good to me, automatically, i'll be nice to you as well =)

I thought you are so polite and nice, now i know, you are just acting actually. urgh, pissed me off -,-

baddy days.

My bad days are coming.

Accept it, i have no option. -,-

Take best care.

An apple a day keeps the doctor away. =) all of you are familiar with it, right?

I am eating an appleeeeeeeee !!! xD hahaha. yummilicious =D

Anyway, a lot of my friends are feeling not well nowadays. Most of them got fever. -,- ew, too bad. Please do take care all of you =)

Aww, relaxxx =)

Today will be the happiest school day i have ever had. =) hehehehe. I only have ONE period of mathematics and others are freeeee =D we play lame games. xD I do my homeworks too, 1/10 completed. haha. I chit chat with friends, loiter around in the school =x ahahahaha. It is considered very relaxing compared to the normal schooldays.

But i still cannot give my day a Hundred marks because i am going to have science subjects tuition classes later. ishhhhh, sooo SAD. =( i really hate science, my mum agree to change me to art, but nobody supports me. LOL, maybe it's good to be in my current class. *-) anybody thinks that i should switch to art stream? =) hehehe. do kindly leave me a comment, thanks. ^^

Pleasant time. =)

It's happy to be you girls. =D hahaha, although i need to spend more money. xD hahaha.

Watch transformer II again today. I don't feel bored because i really like the movie. =) hahaha. But too bad i need to go back earlier, if not i think i can have more fun =D wheee !!

Experienced a very scary journey after separating with you girls. OMG, i almost cry in public due to the fear. owh, stupid me.

****** =) ******

Keep fit please.

I'm gaining weight. I'm getting chubbier and chubbier - simply means fatter and fatter. xD hahaha. It's not cute at all, but so ugly. Urghhhhhh. -,- pissed me off !

Lousy cook.

Today mummy comes back late. And i need to help to prepare the dinner. Owhhhhh, i never stay in the kitchen for so long hours. =( Okay first, kakak asks me to slice the ginger. Urgh, hard eh. *don't laugh please xD the shape of the sliced ginger should be thin and long. And, what i cut is fat and short. -,- so weird. whatever, as long as they can be eaten. hahaha.

Then, i need to peel off the skin of the potatoes. I take fifteen minutes to do that, then i just walk away from the kitchen. when i come back after a minute, omg, another two potatoes are peeled. -,- zzz. Now i know how slow i am. I also cut the vegetables and wash them. It takes a long time. -,- aha.

If my future husband asks me to cook, i will definitely protessssss !!! xD I seriously need to improve myself.

Regrets.

I've chosen the wrong path.

Therefore, living tortures me every single day.

But, there's no turning back.

So, I need to look further in front so that i can see my future.

GO GO GO !!!

*how good if all these never happen.* =P

No point living.

I hate my current life.

haih =(

LIFELESS. seriously.

bad intuition.

I'm having a very bad intuition.

I'm so scared.

I feel so heavyhearted.

I am low-spirited.

I am a little stressful.

Today Huai Min, the good girl helps me to do my hair. And she asks me, are you always under pressure or think alot? I answer "yes". "No wonder you are having grey hair." xDDDDD hahaha. yeah, told you i am an old Girl. bwahahaha ! -,-

It is better than the expected.

Today, it's not bad, for me. =) hehehehe. Because i expected the situation to be not so many people and it turned out to be a lot betterrrr =D hahahaha. UNEXPECTED ! And, i was sooo nervous when it was my turn to perform. gosh, i never perform well k. Actually i learn dancing for the sake of keeping fit only, so i am very lousy in performing. =x haih* nevermind, it's over and became the history.

I love my hair today =D but i hate my face. -,- zzz.

Anyway, chit chatted with viv at her house. =) hahahaha. xD feel so good. Dearest darling, don't be too saddd okay =) I'll be supporting you alwayssss.