忙里偷闲

hahahaha totally forget about blogging! 

sorry beekee <3 

Jason wong indirectly reminded me when he asked "oh you have a blog?" in college today! haha :) so yeah, decided to spend some time and sacrifice my sleep time a bit to update my blog a little. I am so sorry guys! anyway, don't think there is still anyone here. :p *update for fun yeay* 

Well, fall semester has been a shit to me, so stressful and the works are like never ending, never ending torture and i suffer never endingly. so yeah, it is bad. now it's like 2 weeks before finals but I still feel that it's like a never ending semester. everytime i hang out with friends I feel guilty because i have a lot more to revise, everytime i do my revision i feel bad because I don't study enough. fml, life sucks weih haha!

alright, to update a little about my happy life! hahahaha *i just found out that they are all with friends* omg where's my family! 

#1 @ d'Italiane Kitchen, sunway giza with the best girlfriends of mine <3 

had such a good time with her <3 my soulmate, she understands me very well :) 

this girl MIA for a few months and finally, she updated me with something last night! <3 love you so much dear! my best girlfriend!  <3

#2 did like 15 hours of community service for moral studies. Apparently, we only have this very "fake" picture of the group members because something really bad happened. :( I feel so sorry for the girl <3 love you! 

from the left, tracy, me, womanizer, shea wen and amanda :D girls' power! 

#3 last day of faisal cup! with patricia, sweet girl <3 :)

girlfriendssssssss <3 :D

#4 fright night at taylors, seriously I am so not prepared for the thing so anna helped me a little, thanks :) 

#5 Yuen with ADPmates :) celebrated cheejen's birthday, had a good great time :D

I seriously gain weight like no body's business, I am so doomed. sigh* anyways, very nice chicken wings :D

dropped by at college for a while, took a picture with our awesome photographer, tracyyyy dear <3 :) 

#6 went to westlife's concert at bukit jalil :D with the best person who will always be by my side :) <3 i love you! 

#7 went for toefl test with my beloved lin in penang, thanks to my aunt alot and thanks to her for helping me so much, if not I would have failed worse :( I got back my results and it was so bad, I did not even hit the requirement of university of waterloo, doomed! 

hang out with her at queensbay mall after toefl test <3 :) 

#8 makan at melissa's place! 

my loveliest girlfriends in college <3 :D

alyssa and I, I love this girl so much! she is like one of the nicest person I have ever met, seriously :D not like me, so mean. aiya, have to get influenced by her a bit lol! 

#9 @ d'Italiane kitchen with the girls again! <3 we had like superb time there, even the waiters smiled at us like all the time :D happy! 

one of my best friends in college, lin-nette <3 :D

group picha <3 

#10 road runners drivers @ tugu negara with Taurus members :)  love this picture with lin <3 

freeeze everybody! 

group picture @ timesquare :D

love this picture too, with lin, tina and tracy <3 

with the girls at timesquare :) mmm, I smell christmas! so loved <3 

mathelogic competition tomorrow, 

sociology test on wednesday, 

calculus test 2 on friday, 

university application due date, 

accounting term project due date next week, 

deng! not sien meh :( 

I AM SO EMO RIGHT NOW THAT I CANNOT THINK OF ANY FUN HAPPENING COMING UP SOON. LOL. HOLIDAY FASTER COME, MONEY FASTER COME, PLANS FASTER COME I WANNA TAKE A BREAK! :D

Incompleteness

This thing is definitely haunting me.

I feel the incompleteness in life.

<3 like it anyway!

*have a mid term the day after tomorrow and look what am i doing.* :(

Time to update a bit :)

Hello people! :) it's time to update my blog a bit *just don't feel like studying or going to bed, so I'm here :p*

This will just be like a summary of what I am up to recently :) 

and also for myself to appreciate the good times I have had :) 

I don't want to be E-M-O again and think that my life is full of bullshits. 

<3 gathering with Svenja and her friend from Germany! 

<3 ADP Prom *I know I look so weird*

the girls are really pretty! 

<3 Famine 30 

<3 hanging out with the girls at one utama :)

<3 Taylor's talent show with the buddies 

<3 filming as a kelefeh with mehgeeh :D

<3 met yen peng at pak li kopitiam <3 

<3 had a great shopping session with my sister

<3 pjing's birthday surprise and celebration :)

<3 pjing's birthday dinner at in and out! 

<3 be_ADP recruitment drive with sue quen :)

 <3 hanging out with the girls at bangsar :)

<3 mid-autumn festival with the cousins :) *adorable*

<3 hanging out with the girls at the curve <3 Italiannese :)

<3 Justin's farewell party :)

<3 chilling with the girls at snowflakes! 

<3 Tracy's birthday! :D *so you know how long ago already for my recent haha! but they are all very good memories to me* 

<3 Kapar trip with the buddies! 

<3 anniversary dinner in vietnam

<3 ray's birthday bash at subang avenue, with the good pals ;D 

<3 sister's birthday at haagen daaz :)

<3 hanging out with my girls and getting crazehh :D

<3 graduation day shooting! 

<3 vivian's birthday celebration! loves! *I looked like botak here :(*

Finally and the sweetest happening ever, Anna's and my birthday! <3 I love what you girls have done for me. love you so much! 

will be already am very busy currently :( but I just refuse to move on. Standard slacker. 

Have sociology test tomorrow, literature review to submit, road relay training, flashmob practise, calculus III test, westlife concert!, taylor's sport carnival road  relay, lin-nette's birthday celebration *heh heh*, mj dance show, taylor's college talent show, faizal cup, fright night ... hahaha! the red ones are the ones which I am really looking forward to! <3 so it's counted not so bad lah :) Wish me luck people! *oh, and have to prepare for toefl and university application* :( sadness. it's a lot of work. 

CAN'T WAIT TILL DECEMBER!

hahaha!

currently got a little crazy with the singapore dramas :p

The In-laws! 

both of them are my favourite now! I cannot understand why the heaven can a man love a woman so deep, so true, so sincere, *on screen*. He's like ... the best man on earth man! bwahaha :D *on screen* 

Both of them also had some chemistry going on in the Tales of 2 Cities, another singapore drama which I like but I didn't get to watch it all. but, my point is, 

THEY ARE DAMN CUTE! 

and I can find the feeling that I wanted the most on earth, the sibeh sincere kind of love. so true! :p hahaha alright alright, I know I'm exaggerating. :o 

again, *on screen* :p

INGs love!

Had a good time with the girls at Setia Alam :)

LOVE YOU GIRLS TOO! 

MUAH! :P

Lin's birthday celebration!

Surprises don't work nowadays. heh heh. lin told us straight in the face that she wanted us to celebrate her birthday together and go have a good lunch :) 

We went to empire gallery and were thinking hard of where to eat. We ended up at Rakuzen, japanese foooooood! <3

*I just like how we girls gossip* :p

the food was pretty goood :) This was mine, curry don! awwwwwwwwww, damn nice I tell you! :p

kai lin asked everyone of us to wear a dress! haha! Alyssa was like damn frustrated but eventually she wore something feminine! yeayyyy! :) she is very pretty, isn't she? :) from the left, zhi ying, me and alyssa <3 GIRLS. 

seee, I know that I sounded like a lesbian but apparently I am not one :p

kailin and I, was camwhoring in the toilet omg! :p

After lunch we wanted to go to neway. zhi ying followed my car and we went to buy a birthday cake at RT before going to Neway. heeeee, the cakes looked so goodillicious! 

The sad thing was, I had to go home early for my ballet class that afternoon. But I managed to eat the cake and took pictures with the birthday girl! :P hehehe! much loves! 

I SERIOUSLY LOVE YOU GIRLS, LIKE CRAZY! 

<3 

有些人

让我告诉你，

世界上就是有这种人。

需要些好处，从你身上捞了过后，拍拍屁股就走人。不爽的时候，还可以在你背后捅你一刀。 

我不明白，

但就是有这种人。

×悲哀×

I let you down

I just can't walk on you.

Can you please teach me how?

:'(

*in pain*

Semester break!

Finals is over! Summer semester is over! 

HOLIDAY IS HERE :D

Anyways, I have no plan for this semester break. hm, any idea people? Or anyone wanna date me out? bwahahahaha! just kidding. Feel like meeting up with my old pals but they are kinda busy. :\

Well, this picture was taken during Be_ADP AGM. I love these girls! <3

Got to drive all the way alone to the office later. *finger-crossed*