Somehow, it's true.

I feel it deep inside, I really do.

That is why relationship has become a big NO NO to me.

www.iamandwillalwaysbepjingxp.blogspot.com

Thanks to Pjing for sharing :) muah!

Sometimes

I thought being a superwoman is cool, 

but, 

有时我也会想有人依靠。

游舒萍你很烂！

Red Riding Hood

Another movie I watched, Red Riding Hood. 

Well, it's a little scary, but a little nice and I don't find their love story sweet :P hehe! 

In "Red Riding Hood," Seyfried plays Valerie, a beautiful young woman torn between two men. She is in love with a brooding outsider, Peter (Shiloh Fernandez), but her parents have arranged for her to marry the wealthy Henry (Max Irons). Unwilling to lose each other, Valerie and Peter are planning to run away together when they learn that Valerie's older sister has been killed by the werewolf that prowls the dark forest surrounding their village. For years, the people have maintained an uneasy truce with the beast, offering the creature a monthly animal sacrifice. But under a blood red moon, the wolf has upped the stakes by taking a human life. Hungry for revenge, the people call on famed werewolf hunter, Father Solomon (Gary Oldman), to help them kill the wolf. But Solomon's arrival brings unintended consequences as he warns that the wolf, who takes human form by day, could be any one of them. As the death toll rises with each moon, Valerie begins to suspect that the werewolf could be someone she loves. As panic grips the town, Valerie discovers that she has a unique connection to the beast-one that inexorably draws them together, making her both suspect and bait.

Kai lin's with Peter, 

but zhi ying and I actually prefer Henry! 

He's like moreeee reliable and protective :) me love. 

So our lame conclusion is that, Peter can be a better boyfriend but Henry will definitely be a better husband, muahahaha! 

Valerie :)

I love watching movie! What's next? :)

Finally eventually

OMGawd, I couldn't believe that my first semester is overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! :D
*screammmmmmmmmmmmmm*
lol, I really didn't know how I went through this hell.
But, I think I started liking the ADP system because even if I studied last minute for my exam right, I wouldn't feel a terrible panicness in myself because I had studied some of them for the exam. Although I didn't quite remember them, at least I studied once. That really made me feel so much better.

Well, I have 2 weeks semester break which is a very very very very short break. And, the worst part is, I am having a bad feeling again, that something not good is going to happen and make me feel like super sad. *po pi po pi*

Anyway, it's overrrr :) I should really like get more sleep during this AWESOME period! hahaha, anybody wanna book my slot to meet up? I really miss my old schoolmates so badly!

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Well, here are some of the pictures when I first started my college in February. Sorry for the due post because I was previously living in hell :p couldn't update my blog properly.

Meet my awesome friend, MAY GEE :) She's my calculus classmate! nice girl :)

like this picture because we have two zebras doing homeworks :P

picture at orientation party,

Another awesome + cool friend, Alyssa! :)

lol, I didn't know why the hack the pictures are arranged so randomly.

performance during orientation party,

rajinnyaaaaa,

kai lin and I :)

kai lin, awesome friends zhi ying and jin zhi :)

another performance,

the crowd, apparently I know no new friends at the orientation party :P

me, maygee and kailin :)

lunch-mate, with zhi ying at bistro :)

kai lin and alyssa ;)))

how could I not get fat you tell me? all my meals at college are like thisssss, shit!

Ribbon-making session with the girls, :))))
Tzyy yee, alyssa, shea wen and maygee!

 

kai lin and I :)

debate for student council :)
from the left, PIE, US, ......, CHEEROKEES, ONE VOICE ONE PRIDE :P

during a talk about cancer I think,

my group work, :)

was hanging out with eugene and kailin :)

That's all for now.

I really need to get some gooooood sleep!

Don't feel good, pray that everyone around me will always be alright.

Noooooooooo

I suddenly have a bad instinct that Mr. Chuah will know about people reading only class powerpoints and therefore he purposely sets the questions all very detaily from the textbook and makes me KO in the exam tomorrow.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

God, please don't let this happen!!!!! :(



*Arrrrrr, God Blessssss Me!*

I LOVE YOU :)

I like this old-looking picture! :)))) 

Happy Birthday Ennnnnnn! :D

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Well, this week is my final exam week. Well, week sounds stressful, DAYS! :D Apparently, I only have to sit for exam for freaking two days! and luckily, mine are on monday and tuesday :) very niceee timetable! heh heh. I pity those who have exams on Friday. They can't enjoy until the end of the week, damn sien one. 

Have my Calculus I final exam this morning! Hoooorayyyy I love Mr.Thiaga I tell you! He's the best lecturer liao because the questions he set are easy :P but I still get some wrong. eeeesh, that's my problem lah obviously. I love him lah :D hahaha! 

Dead tomorrow, I still have 16 chapters to go. Believe me, it's really 16 chaptersss! I plan to skip the textbook and read only the powerpoints because I am really lacking of time. :S shit liao. 

Go study deyyyy. After tomorrow, I am a whole new bird flying energetically in the skyyy woohooo! damn shuang, I can already imagine the feeling of me released from the cage. Yeeehaaaaa! :) 

PEOPLE, LET'S MEET UP! :D

我最喜欢这种快乐。

Simple happiness ♥ 

ME LOVE.

RIO, sweet!

This week movie, RIO :) 

It's sooooooooooooooooooooo cuteeeeeeeee! 

The story is sweet and ... I really like it! 

I really don't mind watching movie alone every week as long as I get to watch sweet movies :) hehehehe! 

You guys should go watch it too!

MUCH LOVES :) 

To make my blog more colourful

I just cannot concentrate on my assignment! :(

Miserable

Oh well, I finally have my driving lesson! hahahaha. And it's like damn damn damn scary! I really don't like driving. It tortures me mentally and physically (foot cramps). I have to look out for sooo many stuffs, traffic lights, cars, lorries especially, pedestrians on the road, people who are riding the bike, motorcyclist, clutch, oil and so so so many stuffs. Damn I hate driving. I almost drive into the longkang today and get scolded like hell :S ish lah, I memang don't know how to control the sterring. steering? sterreng ahhhh whatever.

I will have another miserable night later. I am so refused to start working on my very very last 15 marks assignment. It carries a lot of marks you know :( Due date is tomorrow. I am starting LATER. I have to find articles, redo my drafts, write a piece of NORMAL essay (if i can) and the worst part is, Memorising the essay! *@^@^#*@((!&!%^!% feel like puking all the bad words out of my mouth man FML.

Sorry lah, my blog is really dead now x.x I don't know how to live through this. Grrrrrrrr.

Anyway, thanks for my friends who are concern about me and who help me in my assignments sometimes :) I am really thankful for it.

*I don't care, even next week is my final right, I am still going to have my awesome movie day this week hmph!*

KO

You will faint if you read my very first line of my impromptu today.

Am I a kindergarten kid?

Shit lah me.

Ugh.

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:(

Currently

SLACKING.

I am sitting lazily on the sofa with the laptop on my lap and I don't feel like moving (other than moving my fingers lah haha!) at all! :(

I have got so much things to do until I feel like just, don't do everything.

Calculus homeworks,
Impromptu essay,
Business test,
Driving lessons,
Argumentative assignment,
Folks dance projects,
Final exam!

Damn lah I just want to relax.

Love & Other Drugs :)

Another sweeeeeeeeeet movie after Don't Go Breaking My Heart :) 

Awwwwwwww. 

Presentation tomorrow, finger-crossed! :(

Panda Eyes

Picture taken last year with the yellow gang :) I miss those moments. 

Well, come home earlier today. Feel so tired, feel so damn sleepy my eyes are like half closed all the time. But I still want to update this very stupid post before I sleep! hahahaha! Good right? :P 

Today, IS A GOOD DAY! :)) Although nothing good happens, but at least nothing bad happens :) yeay! Happy enough. I have my calculus test this morning and this is the first time I take the test without revising or whatever and know what, I can dooooo!!! oh yeaa, so random man. Usually I study like hell then turn out I definitely screw the paper. But this time, I just do whatever I remember and *i think i am right, hopefully* so I assume that I know how to do. hahaha. 

Another thing is, my last-minute-prepared slide presentation. I just have my topic like one day before the presentation, and it's not like I know the topic, I DON'T KNOW ABOUT IT. The worse thing is, I don't bother to know but for this stupid 5 marks, I have to go and find out why all these bullshits are happening. lol. I actually prepare my slide till 3am and I haven't even practise like what should I say or elaborate. So, I am damn worried about it the whole morning. Who knows, yeahhh my turn is on FRIDAY! :P but for sure, Miss Thava's mood on Friday will not be good, she'll not be as patient as today but yah, I have to really go prepare myself *i know i still won't* gah forget it. 

Mr.Chuah is also not teaching today! woohoo makes me feel so good ;P because with my uber duper want to sleep condition now, I can really suffer a lot in his class. At least today he makes us write which can actually keep me awake. heh heh. and he easily gives us 3 marks already! it's so nice of him! :D I know he won't let us fail kao kao one. hehehehe. thank you sir! 

Alright, enough of sharing my happiness hahahahaha! 

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE :) 

Freaking Presentation

It is freaking 5 marks and I cannot afford to lose more than 1 mark for this already or else my CGPA will go down to

freaking 3.3!!!!!!

sounds awful huh, it is, very!

Because I'm weary

ANOTHER AWFUL WEEK.



Tell me

TEACH ME,

HOW TO WRITE A GOOD ESSAY?

JUST A GOOD ESSAY, NOT EVEN EXCELLENT.

I get stressed up

is not because that I have too much pressure in college. It's because of my over relaxation makes me feel so bad. GAH.



but anyway, thank you friends. you guys are awesome :))

and sorry to the people that I am mean to. I didn't mean something bad, just hope that you'll understand.

SORRY :)

Had a good japanese dinner :) hehehe so satisfied! happy! well, my stressfulness is overpowering my passion to dance, it's a really really bad sign. I feel so moodLESS in ballet class this evening. I feel so damn bad that I wanted to just kill myself. lol. *just kidding*

Anyway, Saturdays are still LOVEEEEE :D

Who don't love Fridays!

It's Friday again! heh heh heh. My favourite day of the week. :) 

Well, had a good lunch with my buddies at Ohana in college. You know what, the situation was soo funny! The waiter actually asked if there were only the three of us after taking our orders. 

Waiter: "well, there are only three of you?"

YES.

Waiter: "oh then you girls must be very hungry!"

-,- whattttt. hahahahahaha! LMAO. He actually thought that we ordered a lot and we were not conscious about it until the food came. The food portion was so super huge lah. Three of us actually ate for like rm73! @@ Got to save more money next weeeek. 

Went home after Be_ADP meeting and well, I don't go home straight on Fridays. Of course I should have some good times after one whole damn miserable week. So, as usual, I went for a movie. I didn't choose the movie, instead. I chose anything which had the best time. 

In the end I bought the movie ticket for "Don't Go Breaking My Heart". Well, I thought it would be suck since the last cantonese movie I watched - Men Suddenly In Love was like sucksssssssss to the max man. So I didn't expect much from this movie. 

But you know what, THE MOVIE WAS AWESOME! awesome awesome awesome! *for me lah* It was so sweeeet and romantic and it just superly touched my heart. My god I think my heart melted already. hahahaha! The guys were soooo sweet. They actually did so many little little detailed stuffs to propose to the woman. It was really sweet. I bet in reality nobody would ever do that. So I told myself, I wouldn't get myself married until I met someone like them! which is, IMPOSSIBLE. hahahaha! 

The best thing he did which was really really sweet was when he wanted to propose to the girl. He made the ring disappeared in the ring box. He actually put the ring between pages in a dictionary under the light so that she could see a love shadow. and beside the ring was the word MARRY in the dictionary. He highlighted the sentence, WOULD YOU MARRY ME? Aw. 

He is really loyal. I think the girl has made a good choice, brilliant choice! 

:P

I kept laughing and smiling in the theatre. Omg it was just so sweet although I was watching the movie alone I didn't feel lonely at all. :) 

但是心还是会痛。

Thick skin enough

The worst thing I have ever done is,

performing without practising.

Great, I actually did something like that. -,-

Unbelievable.

I suck to the max lah.

What's Faith to you?

Well, I have a question here.

When I say FAITH, what comes to your mind?

Can you guys just leave comments about what you think of because I need ideas for my assignments :P blehhh. Much thanks! :)

if you guys really can help :))))) pleaseee.

What matters

are them :) ♥ 

ADORABLE RIGHT! ♥

My cousin and I were actually engine-ing our float so that it would move forward. GOGOGO :P

Well, these are pictures of my vacation to Bukit Gambang, Kuantan with my beloved family :)

LOVE THEM :)

*anyway, sorry for not captioning the pictures because I am too lazy too tired to do that. hehe*

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Ah, well, update a little bit about my college life. 

Um, recently I am so stressed out I don't know why. There are actually nothing much to stress me up but I just feel so bad. I don't know what happened but I just feel so not good. sigh* 

I actually get to know two new friends on my way home these two days. 

Yesterday, I met this taylor's girl also. She's Gaiyathri :) A very nice girl who talked to me while both of us were waiting for the train at the station. Another was Anthony, another ADPian. He's nice too :) we talked a little in the bus. 

Oh ya, there are actually people saying that I am anti-social! a huge LOL. do you think so? Naw, maybe I am shy but I am definitely not antisocial lah kay XD hahaha funny people! 

My first semester is going to end this month, a huge YAY! but the worst part is, have to complete all the remanining assignments and have to study for final exam at the end of this month. And also, I have to prepare for my driving test (which means I got to spend time learning driving d lah) and my folks dance exam. Got to do projects somemore. Can anyone just provide me with some ideas? I need to do something about England and France. sigh* 

Well, overall, everything is still fine it's just that my emotional is a BIT unstable. hahaha! I don't know what happen to myself also. but don't worry, Chill :)